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Boooop
Monday, October 27, 200812:59 AM
What should i really do?? Sometimes its really bothering if i have to stop or really go forward for it. However i feel that is so selfish haix. After that meeting i felt that theres a slight changes , i doe noe wats happening but i felt it that way. Prehaps i should learn to hold n let loose. I will still wait on till u give me an answer. Hope that u're fine n stay happy =]
Last Min
Wednesday, October 8, 200810:27 AM
At this last moment i gonna blog wat happened this past few days =] Gonna be botak soon liao hahahahaha in just a few hours time. Kinda weird cuz it doesnt excites me nor make me scare or watever , instead i felt unsettled bleh. Sometimes i do wanna ask u so much stuffs that i cant even bring up to u when i see u up till now still doe hav the chance. Prehaps i will try to phrase it some other times.
Today went to temple to pray n *qiu qian* n got a nice lot. Partly sounds true about myself and things ive done in recently. IT SOUNDS SO TRUE TAT I ALMOST FREAK MYSELF OUT WHEN I SAW IT. Sometimes everything seems to be fated so i will work myself towards the goal i faced instead looking backward. Then went to Parklane wif ms n yx to play n got this pic damm funny =x 
This is the nicest pic i can ever take hahahaha. Yx smile till lik he damm happy to see me get enlisted =x HAHAHAHA how evil !!
( HE STILL CAN YEA! )
LALALALA YX GOTCHA!
Lastly , thanks lh , wl , gw , ph , ms , wy , cw , yc , yx and last but not least TIM pei me ytd to eat =] Best time ever heehee. But still i will miss u all but i will miss someone more =x bleh doe bash me pls. I really really really hope its gonna be positive n i will prove u wrong i wont change my mind =] Call you back later. ^.o
WILL MISS U GUYS DAMM BADLY BUT I KNOW U ALL WILL MISS ME MORE HAHAHA !! IM DAMM THICK SKIN =]
Labels: Enlistment
1 Got Too Many =/
Friday, October 3, 200812:11 PM
Bleh a thousand apologies wont even help me now. =[ Has thing really gone that bad? Maybe im irritating or nuisance but well all those was just for you. Why does people regret after their doings. Yes i did lied also i know no matter how i say u also wont get in. I know my *last min* thing really made u real mad. Haix , either do i wan it to go that way. Sometimes i really do wan some time wif you just to let u know how i feel but i just cant speak out. Sometimes i doe noe u know or u really doe noe wats happening tat makes me real confused at times. For this very moment im hoping for a miracle to happen. I felt so worried but i felt bad at the same time disturbing u i just cant find any way to get in. Maybe afterall its all my own thinking that causes this.
Last 4 days to go , yet i got so many things i havnt do. Seems to be racing against time trying my best to get wat i wan but it doesnt seems positive either. I still wonder how much do i worth or how much do i stand out. Sounds funny but as long i can understand its more than enuff. Alrdy doe feel well today n wy tat retard alrdy know not going out n didnt inform me made me even worst. I hate people to just cancel everything w/o even telling me at least a notice doesnt kill. Made me wait lik him lik a idiot n ive to call him myself , n yet say so nice to go wif him.
I really wanna hav tat chance , i doe wanna lose it. I seems so lost n no idea wat im doing , hope tat i could find back myself n get everything back to normal. Labels: 4 More Days