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Friday, October 3, 200812:11 PM
Bleh a thousand apologies wont even help me now. =[ Has thing really gone that bad? Maybe im irritating or nuisance but well all those was just for you. Why does people regret after their doings. Yes i did lied also i know no matter how i say u also wont get in. I know my *last min* thing really made u real mad. Haix , either do i wan it to go that way. Sometimes i really do wan some time wif you just to let u know how i feel but i just cant speak out. Sometimes i doe noe u know or u really doe noe wats happening tat makes me real confused at times. For this very moment im hoping for a miracle to happen. I felt so worried but i felt bad at the same time disturbing u i just cant find any way to get in. Maybe afterall its all my own thinking that causes this.
Last 4 days to go , yet i got so many things i havnt do. Seems to be racing against time trying my best to get wat i wan but it doesnt seems positive either. I still wonder how much do i worth or how much do i stand out. Sounds funny but as long i can understand its more than enuff. Alrdy doe feel well today n wy tat retard alrdy know not going out n didnt inform me made me even worst. I hate people to just cancel everything w/o even telling me at least a notice doesnt kill. Made me wait lik him lik a idiot n ive to call him myself , n yet say so nice to go wif him.
I really wanna hav tat chance , i doe wanna lose it. I seems so lost n no idea wat im doing , hope tat i could find back myself n get everything back to normal. Labels: 4 More Days