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Till the End
Tuesday, December 16, 20088:35 AM
Finally POP ~ After 2 months plus of torturing in camp things happened the way i expected before i enlisted. I knew i stood no chance yet i tried sounds dumb , anyway whats done is done no point complaining so much =]. A bit dishearted when i saw *it* but i was mentally prepared so wasnt that bad i guess only wy know what had excatly happened. As i said wy know so doe ask me abt it ask him doe wanna say tat myself. Those signs during the confinement weeks were the positive thoughts for me of whats gonna happened next cuz i know the pattern somehow. Till now i still doe noe what i have to do and history repeated again lik wat happened in the past. So PATHETIC , couldnt help it so much n didnt wan to face it cuz it really sux! Coming face to face again will be hard n i doe wanna even think about it. I know i have to hav the patience n determination , i hav it but some things doesnt mean that i hav to put in those to get it. Anyway i still hav 1yr 7 mths to go maybe i should just let it go. Seems lik it had just slipped thru my hands bleh ~
Days become bored after the 2 weeks of confinement , everytime i get my phone i doe even know wat to do unlike past. Even i got 1hr i just used 3mins n i returned it. Hp become meaningless in camp , no longer hav the feel of getting to use hp. What ive done is fultile =[ Its lik opposite from wat i see from army : a quote from them " you gain when you enter the SAF" i feel thats bullshit , they should change " you will realised what you lost when you entered " . Lost of freedom , not even giving us more privilages lik others. I would just hav to endure n complete the phase "SAF" SERVE AND FUCKOFF wif my 1yr 10mths. Prehaps i should just concentrate with my trainings in camp n chilling out wif my buddies during weekends! At least i know i still have them im not completely lost with nothing.
Next boring chapter : During my 2mths of suffering.
Trainings are freaking shiok even my commander from ninja coy said its worst than there =.= so wtf. Everyday do finish cfm high to the max shirt no "change colour" is fake 1. Worst nightmare inside is AGR and Chin-Up training x.X. AGR = endurance run up to 45mins n the speed is *godlike* really can die ma chiamg dash zomg.. and Chin up training worst = do our max but minimum hav to do 12 wtf -_-. No 12 and u will get special treatment (sounds scary isnt it?) i wont tell u all wat is it u all maybe hav the chance to exp urself hahaha.. Best training i lik is SOC , ST x 2 lols , SOC = standard obstacles course althought cfm shag after finish it but i lik . Completing 11 or 12 obstacles + 1.5km run in 10mins =D ( I did it in 9:30) ^^ but come back look lik ghost face pale lik siao hahaha! Next is Str-Training , taking 5kg wt although sounds light but we hav to complete GODLIKE NUMBERS of set lols ( Go eat doe even hav the str to take fork n spoon) hahahahahaha but its useful training helping us in our pullup!!!!! 1 more ST is speed training = MOST RELAX heehee OTOT training =D becuz of tat i can complete my 2.4km! no kick 9.30-10 flat =] All timeeeeeeee fav phase quote by my SIR ( ENDURE! ) lik training monsters out of the camp.
Thats roughly how my days inside during the 2 torturous mths =x lols.
5 more days to book in~ SIAN AR!
TRAINING IN PROGRESS NOT TO LOSE OUT IN CAMP! ALWAYS BE THE BEST EXCELX! OVERCOME WITH SPEED FORTIFIED WITH STRENGTH!
30 SCE COMBAT ENGINEER ( FIELD PIONEER ! )
IPPT GOLD AND MARKSMAN $.$ =]
Gonna carry on my days after POP tmr lazy now =x FCXLLabels: asmiasssasedas
